Unwritten


I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin

(Chorus)

No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin

(Chorus)

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten(*3)

hello.i m bored!tts y i m here.hahas.i m here to invadeee!hahas.tay jiazhi!be honoured!lol.i m so so so glad to have the 2 other sheeps rooting for me no matter what happenes.thanks dears.really appreciate everything! (: u both rock my world! hehs. i love u both to the core. thanks for everything! CELESTE LOVES BOTH! BOTH LOVE CELESTE MOREEEE! hehs.

life's so packed up and boring now.. cos netball's interfering way too much. sigh. its the south zone again. tht means MORE trainings. she's still so not satisfied with my 2.4km timing! have to like run again after new year! she went back on her words okays! >:< -sighs and stomps the floor! and that means no more outings and stuff. shucks..! but CNY is comin. :) actually that's not a very gd sign. :(

school's kinda alright. just that im beginning to slp in cls. hahaa. slept thru physics today lah. was really boring. dun even understand what was the show all about and there was really no logic to it at all. dozed off halfway, and we were actually gonna watch it agn.. and i was like like "what the fuck?" but in the end we didn't cos we had assembly. haha. oh ya think laoshi had enough of us too cos she scolded us today. hahaha. but i wasn't the noisest one okays! we all made noise. :)


assembly's so cool today. all abt drums and percussions. haha. so cool i wna learn it too. :) its like, we can actually make so much noisy (but nice) noises just by usin the diff kind of drum instruments. and calli totally maulated herself on the stage lah..! lol. she was like totally embarrassing. -points to calli! hm shall be her nice friend and not say what made her lose so much face! hahaha. =P it was like a fun assembly. haha.

after sch wasn't nice. got reaminded that emily's leaving. wrote a note for her. hope she'l like it =) but then i hope alicia can take it. she was crying after school. dun worry, i know exactly how u feel. hey alicia but u know what? you've got other friends too. :) then later yza (one of the scholar) cried too! omg! i was like! "dun cry or else ill cry too!" in the end i teared only lah. hahaha. tryin to keep things on the positive side. yupp.

emily's leaving tonight. i will really miss her. :( im missing her already. she's going to perth for gd. but she'l be comin back during her hols. haha. just hope that she'l have a safe trip there and that she'l come visit us! :) buy lots of goodies for me! hahaha. X) loveyou babe!

had nb training today. hell it sucks. but i think my stamina's improving. =) din feel that tired after running 10 rounds.. tho the timing was like around the same. hahaa. glad it wasn't so bad after all. but later she got so angry with us tht we had ta do the triangle tinge AGN. which we were almost completing. bitch. freaking pissed lah. but maybe it was kinda our fault too. but the sun was seriously blistering. * i hate the sun today. now im even blacker. ):

want to shop for CNY clothes nw. but will just hafta wait till next week. perserverance. (: hahaa well in other words is to resist to temptation. or issit not..? well nvm. just hafta fit into my other clothes i have in my closet for the time being. damn. and im still figurin out wht to wear for the band concert. everyone seems to have their plans alr. im still stuck. ): suggestions anyone?

to bestie : heyy had lotsa fun today! (: really glad tht you brightened up my entire day. had so much fun with you. yupp and dun worry i still love you! *smile!

dedication to jia zhi and celeste:
I LOVE U ALL TOO!!!
Thanks for being my friends!!
I wanna tell ya that i realli cherish the friendship/
SO...Hope u all cherish it too!!
''LOVE U lOts!.''..HUGGS!
HS put a note here...;)

CELESTE LOVES JIAZHI N HUISHIAN! (:

played a game ytd agnst bishan park. score was 51 - 9. played so badly tht i got soo much scolding. i hate it. had 2 days of consec trg n im alr complainin. so not fit. gg to run tmr to work out on my fitness. life's getting so screwed n its only e startin of the 1st month. fuck. so fucked up. must be my tiredness.

had class photo takin today. was quite fun. really glad tht my friends r so nice. thx (: and those tht were there for me when i needed them. love you guys to bits. think we have our class logo alr. its 3 trees..! hahah it actually snds quite lame but we like it! hahaha. =P

*sigh. so screwed. somebody pls help me with my geography n SS..! dun understand a single shit of wht she's talkin abt. well lets not call her a bitch. but seriously, i think im gona fail those 2 subjects. i nd an external tutor! damn help me becky! =(

damn you pls stop pesterin me agn. its fucking irritating if you dun notice. im alr so pissed at you and you're like stil being so fucking irritating. wht is ur damn fucking problem? its just e beginning of the year n ure sticking onto me like ure my dog which means a bitch. dun you get the point? ill nv like you bcos im sttached! so pls give up your wishful thought and wake up! damn those things! -rolls eyes.

sorry i knw im getting abit to vulgar but just to vent my frustrations. maybe they shd just censor tht whole part. =/

today is the startin of 1st week. not much happened. but everybody grew so chaotah frm sat's trg! arghx like wtf..! so ugly. my face is like burnt black.. but lucky mine is quite okay. jing's one is like she has put her face into e oven to bake for hours. hahahs. n bestie's face is peeling. everyone grew SO much darker! damn it sucks. damn jac yip is still not satisfied with my damn belt lah. like wht is her fucking problem. must like DIRECTLY above my waist lah. dun nd to breath and stuff liddat u knw. so irritatin. nd go c her tmr agn. sigh. like whn will she stop picking on me. fuck it.

went ta twn today. supposed to go spend the heeren vouchers tht we were suppose to hv dinosaur yrs ago.. well, maybe not THT long. we walked round n round.. searchin for things to buy n in e end i bought natasha's beddingfield cd! (: *happy! went ta eat nydc. total bill came up to abt $40. freakin ex. was like wth lah? but nvm enjoyed e meal. =) heh. always say i wna lose weight but in e end i always end up gainin weight instead. sigh. looks like i will nv reach my weight target. im sucha failure. =(
while we were gg hme e stupid bus just had to come at wrong time. we were like just walkin out of cine whn e bus zoomed pass us and i was like : "65!!" thn i started runnin thn hs n celeste went chasin aft me. hahaha. thn ltr i wanted to give up but celeste was like : "NO! DUN GIVE UP!!" and we ran all the way. in the end i lokked like an idiot who was chasin aft e damn bus. hs ran till her belt came out. haha just realised tht it was dammit funny when we were talkin abt it on e bus. heartbeat was like 6573695639 per second. felt like a mad dog. -pants. feel tired sayin it. kays im off to listen MY music nw. heees. =P

*truth is i haven gotten over you.

heys! IM SO BACK! got a new com! *beams! so happy. yay! nw my damn stupid bro cant touch it anymore. bleah. but im so illiterate to it nw. but its okay.. ill get used to it. heh. *tht someone!* DUN BE JEALOUS LAH! not a gd sign kays. ahhahaha. kiddin.

second week of sch and so far.. its okay LAH. but so not used to waking up like 6 in e morn. freakin tired. -rubs eyes. nw i have super ugly eyebags. sigh. so ugly. -hides. new cls is okay. got to make a whole lot of new frens.. (: but dun wry! our old frenships always stands the strongest. hahaa. and my cls isn't tht nerdy as i thought it wld be. =P no offences la. seriously, i tink its quite okay.. but my god! e tchers sucks! they really piss me off. so irritating. -rolls eyes. but we dun hv e mouse too. so its okay. im so mean. haha. kna caught by jac yip too. got four offences. hafta c her on mon. sucks. so hate her damnit face.

fuck! trg's startin agn! damn the hell out of it! so hate it. sta's trg was alr a TOTAL TORTURE! ran 2.4km at national stadium.. din come in at e time i was expected to.. so i hv to run e stupid 10 runs back in sch.. so suay. n im like the only one running lah. everyone's gna be doing their warm-up while ill still be running. sigh. just hope it'l be over sn. but bestie says she's gna run with me! so sweet! thx! (: heh. tht's wht besties are for! loveyou!